Showing posts with label psychopathy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label psychopathy. Show all posts

Thursday, October 29, 2015

She's B...A...C...K Look what Agent 86 dragged in.

And his comment was, "An unbelievable tale of the laborious travails of our helpless heroine grifter, Rayelan PLEASE SEND MONEY NOW, and please do not notice that I have given no specifics as to why I need the money."

Would you let some mice keep you from getting to work, if it actually was much work to sit at your computer occasionally and whine for money?  Always vague reasons, always more, more, more.  Listen up.  Raye just admitted she has medical coverage.  Why was she always asking for more?  Her coverage is through her deceased husband, Kooker, and it pays for everything.  Raye told me so, boasted about it.  And she treated a trip to the hospital like a vacation, loved the attention and, I now know, loved the fresh energy sucks she could get from her attendants.  Think about that for a moment.  Raye  is also sucking on you. It was like she had gotten a hit on a drug every time she picked up the mail and found a check from one of you.  She looked like she was on drugs at that moment.  Creepy.  It was one of the things which made me start thinking about what was really going on.

The same thing happened when the money came through online.  So, you think about that.  Also, think about those feelings of confusion and weakness when she picks the money up.  Examine your meridian lines and points. Vampires drill in there to get more energy. 

For your own safety, do not give her money.  Protect yourselves.  And DEMAND to see the bills and know who she says she is paying. 



The Rumor Mill News Reading Room
For All Who Have Asked... "Where ARE You?"
Posted By: Rayelan [Send E-Mail]
Date: Thursday, 29-Oct-2015 09:05:03
I am at home in the new country house. The sunrises and sunsets are some of the most beautiful I have ever seen. If it were not for the mouse infestation this house would be perfect. But because of the mouse invasion, I have been spending my time hunting and killing mice. I think the tide may be turning for me because I no longer find mouse poop on my kitchen counters. I know there is at least one of the critters left because I saw him come out of one of my chest drawers. Neither I nor the dogs could catch him. A few hours later he was climbing up my drapes, which are behind my headboard, and making a beeline for the dog treats I keep on my nightstand.
The dogs went after him. Isn't it nice that my dogs are part rat terrier... Rat terriers were bred to hunt down rodents and kill them. And that is what they have been doing. In addition, I am catching them in a special trap that allows me either to catch and release somewhere else on the property, or catch and then drop in a bucket of water.
At first I was walking all the way to the end of the property... (11 acres)... and freeing them near the pond. Since this has been going on since May, I have given up catching and releasing. I now dump them in a bucket of water that I keep on the back porch for just such a thing.
Before I started actually killing them, I tried everything else I could find... from peppermint plants and peppermint essential oils, to trying to talk to the "mouse king" and telling him that his children are not welcome in my home. Nothing has worked completely.
I believe the mouse population has decreased because I no longer am finding their poop on the kitchen counters.
At somepoint in my mouse-daze, I started vomiting. I was able to stop it with some pills the doctor gave me... but the moment I was out of pills, the sickness returned. A friend who knew of the mouse infestation asked me if I had thought that my vomiting might be "rat bourne". Well, the cute little mice aren't rats... but they can also pass a "rat bourne" disease that causes you to throw up. At the moment I can't remember the name of it.
In addition to throwing up for months, I developed a flu-like illness. Cough... congestion... aches and pains. I know there is nothing that an MD can give for the flu or a cold so I just lived with it.... until it finally turned in to pneumonia.
I know that I was diagnosed with pneumonia one week ago because I just finished the 7 day antibiotic pack my doctor prescribed. Yes, there are times that those drugs which are made from things none of us want to know about... actually do some good.
Back when I believed I only had a bad cold, or at the most... the flu... I went to my chiropractor who offers a number of treatments... none of which are covered by my insurance. I really thought I was getting better so I continued with the treatments until one day I simply couldn't breathe. It must have been a weekend because I went to the ER instead of seeing my personal doctor who is an osteopath. That's how I found out I had pneumonia instead of the flu.
I am on the road to recovery. I believe my lungs are finally clear... but the exhaustion is mighty. It's all I can do to sit at this computer and write anything. And even when I do sit to write, I can't sit too long because I slipped on the stairs to the basement and bruised my tail bone. Evidently it takes a very long time for a bruised tailbone to stop bothering a person.
There, in a nutshell is where I have been and what I have been doing with my time.
I just checked my bank account and found that I am $800.00 overdrawn. When my Veteran's Widows Benefits arrive, I won't have enough left over to pay the rent or electric bill.
If the Fundrazr widget can be filled up to the $3,000 mark, I will have enough to pay the rent for the RMN office... aka... my house in the country... the electric bill and some more payments on the RMN server. I still can't believe I forgot to pay for the server for almost four months.
If you can help asap, it will mean the world to me.
Thank you so very much!
Raye

Wednesday, August 27, 2014

Will the real Rayelan AKA Darlene Rae Smith of Salinas, please stand up?



First, let us dispense with the illusions Rayelan uses to cloak herself and Rumor Mill News.
  • Rumor Mill News is a reposting site. The overwhelming majority of its agents put up stories originally published elsewhere. Sometimes they follow the correct rules for usage, sometimes not.

  • The Internet has a multitude of reposting sites. RMN is in no way unique and the time it takes for hot, breaking stories to be noticed and posted there can lag badly on occasion.
Second, who is GreyOtter? Excuse my cynicism but my first thought was that this is another pseudonym for Jeff Gordon, AKA Hobie, AKA Zapper. It would be good to see some proof and stop the use of multiple identities. These do not fool the CIA or other government agencies. They are only intended to fool RMN Readers. 

And regarding this little gem:


This is a GreyOtter
"....and those readers who think they have the right
to "DEMAND" rumor mill provide a complete "balance sheet",
try that with the "Washington Post" or "New York Times".
These are my own personal thoughts.
GreyOtter"



Perhaps RMN Readers believe if they donate for years and invest in a Family Camp Ground AKA Survival Compound, they have a right to know where their money went.   Just guessing! 

P.S.  The New York Times and Washington Post don't find it necessary to panhandle. 



The Issue of Advertising

When Rayelan asked me to take over doing the advertising for RMN there was practically no ad income. I was told Angel was handling it before. Rayelan said Angel charged $50 a month, no matter what the placement. 
 
No accounting was ever produced so I could know what really went on before my arrival.
Starting from scratch, I did research and discovered RMN was badly under pricing its ad space and put together a new tiered plan, including the banner ads in the middle. 
 
This was when I discovered many ads were not paid in money. Rayelan and/or Angel had been giving free ads to their friends, or trading ads for merchandise. Goods can not be traded to help pay expenses. This continued, despite my objections. 
 
Since there were no records I compiled a list of advertisers with dates for billing. Because Raye has never even admitted I was working for her I have not made this information available. 
 
Although I had been told before agreeing to take on the job funds would be available for making alterations on the site this never happened. Such alterations would allow the site to yield a far larger income but nearly as soon as I arrived in Ohio Rayelan suddenly claimed to be strapped for money. If changes were to happen I could either pay for it myself or get people to donate their time and resources. 
 
This was a daunting moment. The Radio Shows were generating income, however. I brought in new advertisers and in some cases wrote the ads which were then created, gratis, by J. Griff Griffin. Griff is fast and very professional, a delight to work with. 
 
Despite this, I reached out for more advertisers and managed to find some. But the site still needed upgrading and the number of hits continued to drop. 
 
Other sites have multiple pages with regular areas for advertising which allow the use of a template. This lowers the time it takes to attend to the advertisers while providing more space for those ads.

Asking for additional funds from regular Readers for this kind of a site is just sad.
In no part of RMN overseen by Rayelan was business carried out in a professional fashion. 

Others, including Griff, and the volunteers do an excellent job, despite this. 
 
In addition, Rayelan appears to use all money received as her private checking account. On several occasions I watched her order items for her own use and then tell a whopper to Readers to solicit extra money, too.

Buying 'stuff' not RMN, is Rayelan's main focus in life.

If the advertising had been handled as is usual for other online publications no begging, and lying about why funds were needed, if they actually WERE, would have been necessary. 
 
I contacted a web developer when I first arrived who offered to do the needed changes and manage the advertising for the site. I had seen his own sites and these looked great, loaded fast, and had lots of space for advertising. 
 
He looked over the site and offered to make the needed changes, run the site, and guarantee Rayelan an income of $10,000 a month. He said there was a lot of unrealized potential.  He was not making the offer from a sense of charity, rest assured.  Rayelan refused to talk to him.

Read over the Saga of Rayelan's trip to Ohio from California.



Part Two – The Saga Continues – with a brief stop in reality. - See more at: http://rumormillnewsinsights.blogspot.com/2014/07/part-two-saga-continues-with-brief-stop.html#sthash.d70F488k.dpuf 



In addition, remember the incident with OITC security. Their security expert told Rayelan RMN is on a CIA server. Rayelan implied she did not know and Jeff Gordon - Hobie - Zapper must have done it.  But Rayelan does not move the site. 

Thereafter, the folks from OITC disassociated themselves from Rayelan and RMN. 

Some of us would find this especially disturbing since we have the silly idea the CIA is opposed to our rights and carried out such violations of human rights such things as MK-Ultra.  
 
Who is Rayelan, anyway? The Princess of Obergon, come here from another star system to live over and over again until she finds her soul mate, Gunther? 

The Arch Duchess of Austria through some obscure understanding of inheritance which makes Wife No. 2 the recipient of the title even when Wife No. 1 birthed the children and a Wife No. 3 is now Gunther's widow? 

How did Gunther get to be the Arch Duke of Austria? 
 
Or are these strange stories just a way of distracting us from the fact Rayelan is really a CIA operative muddling along with a disinformation site which she cannot handle? 
 
Of course, the death threats and unwillingness to acknowledge any of our agreements are also rather odd. But everything about Rayelan is unusual, in my experience. 
 
There is, however, another possibility. 
 
Take a look at this list of Characteristics of Psychopathy. Is Rayelan a psychopath?


You decide.

The Posting To Which This Is A Response

The Rumor Mill News Reading Room
Posted By: CGI_admin
Date: Wednesday, 27-Aug-2014 02:18:55
Readers have no idea just how expensive it is to
provide the large webserver, internet connection, labor,
and expertise to maintain it all.
Reader Contributions, and Ad Revenues just barely
keep it afloat.
Recently Ad Revenues have dropped 80-90% !! If the
short fall isn't corrected, they may be looking at
shutting down.
It's feasible, to many readers have installed "ad block",
or "flash block" in their browsers. Yes...ads are irritating,
but in rumormillnews's case a necessary nuisance.
The alternative could be "shutdown", or go to a paid
"subscription" service like many news outlets.
If neither of the alternatives are to your liking,
consider removing "ad block", and "flash block" from your
browsers. Or ruling RMN an exception.
Consider carefully what you do.
....and those readers who think they have the right
to "DEMAND" rumor mill provide a complete "balance sheet",
try that with the "Washington Post" or "New York Times".
These are my own personal thoughts.
GreyOtter

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Part Three – The Saga of the Move to Ohio continues, as does the panhandling online.



We are not yet on the Road to Ohio but the Saga is well launched and told in Rayelan's own words, links to the original below.

All of us have faced the specter of moving. How many of us have had eager supporters pay for this and, in an RV, pods, and come out to actually do the packing and moving?

The Lee-Powers Family, comprised of Mother Leigh, her son, Scott, and grand-daughter Amanda, along with her new baby, did the bulk of the packing. This was no small chore since Rayelan is a Hoarder of monumental proportions. 

Rayelan is 62 years old and has moved many times before.   

Most people winnow through their possessions when contemplating a move. None of us get out of life alive, as they say. Aging confronts us with the need to move past materialism to deeper, more meaningful values. We dig in, repurpose, gift our friends and community and focus in on what matters. Viewed in this way a move detoxifies us, allowing us to spend less time with stuff and more with the people we love and work which will continue to give after we are gone.

But this is too much like real work for Rayelan to even contemplate even if she does not say, but believes, she is going to live to be 150 years of age.



Message to my Friends From Paypal and my Post Office Box
Posted By: Rayelan [Send E-Mail]
Date: Tuesday, 6-Jul-2010 19:19:02
I am only addressing this to those who know me and what I have created at Rumor Mill News over the last 14 years... and have reached deep in their own pockets to see this amazing creation survive. MUCH, MUCH, MORE
The winnowing did not take place and vast amounts of 'stuff' was packed for transport, eventually choke two of the three stories of the house Rayelan would, after every possibility of another plan, fell through due to lack of any real life skills for organizing and running an operation, even her own move.

If you think Rumor Mill News is any better run, lose your illusions. Think of RMN as a money machine busily generating income by providing disinformation to the public candy-coated in fiction so incredible as to defy belief.

Is there anyone who can help me with moving money?
Posted By: Rayelan [Send E-Mail]
Date: Thursday, 8-Jul-2010 01:58:31
I will soon have no house.
I have used the money that has come in this week to pay the bills to keep RMN on the web.
I have no money to ship my things.
I have no money to even buy gas to drive back to Ohio.
I need a miracle soon or I will be homeless like so many others.
If I am homeless do I use the money from my VA widow's pension to keep RMN on the internet or do I just give up RMN and RadioRMN and just try to stay alive.... like so many others are doing.
If you can help with the costs of moving my vast library of research material and a few pieces of furniture, please email me.
I am so tired of begging I just feel like giving up.
When RMN was a magazine, everyone knew that they had to pay $5.00 a month for a subscription. With the internet everyone thinks everything should be free. I have given away RMN for free for 12 years. I have sold everything I ever owned of value just to keep it up on the internet.
I have put RMN ahead of my own welfare and now I am facing a wall that I can't get over without help. If I have no help, then that means I can not continue to keep RMN on the internet or continue doing Radio RMN.
I thank everyone who helped me this week to pay the bills to keep RMN on the internet a little longer.
Please God. I need a miracle.
If you can help me, email me.
I am tired maybe I am seeing things darker than they really are... but here's the facts: I know I can't qualify for a loan to buy a house. I am trying to find a cheap RV that will make it back to the land we own in Ohio.
I can live in it until I save up enough money to lease to own or just rent a house that will accept my three dogs... or build some Katrina cottages of dome homes on the land we already own in Ohio.
But where am I going to get an RV with no money?
How can I pay to have my things moved with no money?
I'm probably just over tired and things will be better in the morning. I pray this be true.
Good night everyone
Rayelan
Did you notice the words in RED? “The land we ALREADY own in Ohio.”
Notice the use of the possessive, which includes the Reader. This is the land cited in Part Two in which RMN Readers invested, the Family Campground. This is the land which vanishes and the ownership of which is not in doubt, at least as far as the Assessor's Office for Ashtabula County is concerned.

Has a status report, with financials, ever been issued for this offering? Inquiring minds want to know.

THE FIRST POD ARRIVED - THE MOVE TO OHIO BEGINS
Posted By: Rayelan [Send E-Mail]
Date: Friday, 16-Jul-2010 16:47:59

This continuing drama allows Rayelan to position herself as a 'celebrity,' a position she loves as long as no one knows who she really is.

But Rayelan knows she had to move on August 1st. This date will now slip. The move will not begin for nearly a month. 

There are no pictures in the post of the Lee-Powers Family.  

As always, the focus is on Rayelan.  

Rayelan will really, really miss her roses, but no people are mentioned. 
 


I am so close to having everything in place for the move - once the move is over - money will never be a problem for RMN
Posted By: Rayelan [Send E-Mail]
Date: Saturday, 7-Aug-2010 03:56:19

“I am so close to having everything in place for the move - once the move is over - money will never be a problem for RMN”

Anything said here would be redundant. The online panhandling continues.


When I was a little girl, I could see China (Found While Packing)
Posted By: Rayelan
Date: Monday, 9-Aug-2010 04:58:42


I CAN SEE CHINA
Sometimes when we are small we can see things
bigger folks can't.
When I was five...I could see China.
MUCH, MUCH, MORE
Rayelan at the beach, looking for China
Vernon, Rayelan, Bill in Central Valley as the 'Family Ranch'
Rayelan, age 18, with Nephew and Nieces, unnamed.

While there is a naive charm to the story Rayelan tells here, and being told she is an idiot was unkind, Rayelan persisted in asserting she could see China. No one in her family explained to her the curve of the Earth, which would have happened immediately in my family if I had not noticed this for myself using my globe when I was three.

This goes to some real cultural differences and the impact they can have on the individual.

Rayelan has not changed. She still thinks what she says is true, even when it contradicts physical reality.

While Quantum Physics is changing many things about neurobiology and perception, some things are not going to change. Being willing to look at facts and change your understanding is essential to the advance of human consciousness and all forms of technology.

Making a virtue determined ignorance should not be encouraged.

Rayelan was cute as a child. Here she is today.




August 13, 2010
I'm Leaving California Tomorrow!! I Wonder if it will be for good?
Posted By: Rayelan [Send E-Mail]
Date: Friday, 13-Aug-2010 03:06:33
My moving crew [The Lee-Powers Family – why doesn't Rayelan give credit here?] and I will be out of California about 2pm tomorrow... Not sure yet where we are staying... probably in Walmart parking lots......
Panhandling Online Continues
....I am still short about $2000.00 to complete the trip and actually have a house to live in when I arrive.
I know it seems like I'm always asking for money... but with the completion of this move, I know I will not be doing that any longer. But I still need some help to get over this last hump... and then it's home free.
Thank you so much for all the love and support you have given me during this moving phase. I appreciate it MORE than words can say. Thank you all!!
If anyone has a few more nickles to toss my direction... I sure need them!!
Here are the chipins... again... hopefully we can retire them very soon.
PS... I'm very tired... I hope this made sense
Much love to all,
PPS...
It's too late to get money to me for the trip... unless you do it by paypal... or Walmart. We will probably be staying in Walmart parking lots... so I can easily pick up money from the Walmart Money place... it's like Western Union.
If you do send money by Walmart... send me an email with the reference number. Here's the link that explains how to do it.
http://www.walmart.com/cp/Money-Transfer/632044
Western Union and Paypal work great too!!

So, the Saga of the Move, beginning with the meltdown on Rayelan's mortgage, goes on for the first half of 2010.
Leigh Powers, the Mom and Grandma
The Lee-Powers Family clearly loved Rayelan and considered her a family member. This was true before, during, and after the move.  

You would not do this for a casual acquaintance, especially unpaid. 

Here is a Certificate of Appreciation and Love they gave her in July, 2011.   


But the focus is all about Rayelan. No cute little stories about the baby, or the people making it possible for Rayelan to evade the financial problems she claims to have suffered. 
 
Rayelan is very generous with expressions of love and gratitude, which you see as you read her Posts.  

But these generally mean a sense of obligation to those who have been generous, for instance the Powers-Lee Family. 

In the parts yet to come we will look for any signs this was sincere. Absent these such expressions are a form of manipulation, intended to keep people assisting you from misplaced affection and trust.  

Please Reread the Characteristics of Psychopathy